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I've been here before...I wish watermelon season was Fall, because I really love it and I want to stock up my OWN refridgerator with watermelon, pineapple, and peaches.  I have $40 a week for food and it's all going to get spent on fruit   

But I can't feel too bad about the fact that I had the worst Weight Watchers lasagna lunchable ever, because Saturday is my 21st birthday and then, the next weekend, I'll be moving stuff into my new house. 

I haven't got much furniture yet, only a bed, desk, bookshelves, and a lamp. I need a mirror and something for storing my clothes.  Otherwise they're all going to live in boxes until I get enough money to go garage sale-ing and get a dresser.  The bed is black iron, the bookshelves are steel and black polycarbonate, the desk is wood painted black, and the lamp is dark wrought iron and frosted glass.  My chess set doesn't match   I've been thinking about purchasing some black tulle or some other type of meshy fabric to use as wall hangings, maybe tie a 4-foot bow above the bed and let it drape.  I'll hang more above the door.  But where am I going to put my dragon candles?  On the bookshelf, I guess, because my desk will be crowded with my laptop, speakers, and drawing tablet. And then where will I put my keyboard?  Maybe my roomates won't mind if it goes in the living room.  Yoda can go on the bookshelves...but his poster?  I have no idea.

So after I get that situated, Tim and I are going to Hawaii for ten days

When I woke up this morning I decided I wasn't going to eat anything, so I didn't.  But the problem with working in an office is that lunch isn't something to do because you're hungry, it's something you do because you're bored.  Lunch has to come to break up the monotony.  So since I'm bored out of my mind and can't possibly spend an hour doing nothing (aka not eating) I'm having a 390-cal frozen meal.  Dinner will be rice, which puts me at about 600 calories for today.  That's about average.  I generally eat between 500 - 800 calories, which is why it doesn't make a difference in my weight anymore.  I think I'll probably make extra rice tonight so I can bring it in a tupperware tomorrow.  If I have to eat because I'm bored, I'll eat something I like and not the nasty-ass box meals.  I wish I still had a bag of frozen broccoli. 

I'm moving into a house off campus next year with 3 girlfriends.  No office, no dorm life, no restrictions on activities.  I can sunbathe in the backyard instead of the public lawn, and I can have a bunch of people over without worrying about the noise level since our house is a 4-bed 3 bath on an all-student street.  It's prime location.  I'll just keep the refrigerator stocked with rice and broccoli.

ooo i cannot wait